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Self Confession

I was really very upset that night on my doing. What i did i am going to share it with earthings. I asked my mother what she have prepared for dinner. She told me Moong Dal. Which is not my favourite one. I was doing my dinner while watching with no interest. Dal was tasty but i think i have some attitude problem. My sister came to me and asked ,"Do you require any chappati ?". I didnot replied but she insisted me to reply for her question. She didnot go away but stay there and asked me same question. I lost my temper and threw chappati on her and left the dinner in annoyness. I straight away went to my bed and cover myself with quilt to cool myself. I thinked lot  about what i did and i was really ashamed. I had thrown food which was hurting me . Food which some people of my country only ate once in a day. I was regreting and tears were in my eyes for what i did. I came out of my room and touched feet of mother and sister and said sorry to them. They smiled but i didnot r...

My 10th Grade

As usual first day went moderate. Introduction , Teacher telling their rules and etc - etc . Whole guys were new. Very few were of previous class. Again my section was B. Our class teacher was Ms. Shoba. I think she didnot liked me in our early days of class. I was suffering from something very serious. My grandpa had Chest Cancer . He was in deep pain. Due to that my studies were affected. I had to took him to doctor for checkup regularly. After our first PTM. Things got changed. On next day after PTM  mam asked me why you are always so quite in class. I had no answer for  that. Whole class laughed on mam's question. She ordered Aviral to bring change in  me. After all that i was changed personality. Now i started to make fun with friends. I started expressing my self. I was open with my friends than previous days. Now i had more friend. True one. They were all nice to me.One day some guy had bring orange to school. We started throwing it on each other. That was funn...

My 9th Grade.

As i have mentioned in My First day at A.P.S Janglot about my early day in 9th standard. First day not went great but after that there was new beginning. I made commitment to prove my self.I changed my way of learning. Now i started conceptual learning . Earliar i just cram the text. My S.Sc. teacher one day praises me. That gave me some confidence. I was quite child . Didnot talk unnecessarily. That was main reason for lacking behind. Out of six teacher i think hardly two of them knew my name. My family was deligted with my performance in Assessments. I was not open to my friends. Even was very shy. Never boost up myself  with confidence to shook hand with buddies. We used to play lot of football in games period . My friend Anchal and i dream of representing our school at Cluster level. We talk about jersey no. . There were three sections of 9th class and hardly  only my section knew me. Less confidence was always the key for my lacking. Never made fun with guys. Frankly s...

Inner frustration

After a long break got a chance to share something. Got really best friends . When i think about the ending days of class12th or farewell,i become emotional .I am in11 grade(PCM). Everyday when i meet my friend ,our style of greeting eachother is that we first shake hands and than hug to eachother. That really gives me great feeling. I thing i have got the meaning of ‘FRIENDSHIP’. I know i’m gonna cry that day. That day i may meet some guys for last time in life. That time i will realise about the use of twitter & FB. You may be thinking that what rubbish i have written but that i all got to share . I really don’t want to loose my friends. They are great human beings. Hope! You don’t make fun of my feelings. My fav. alphabet is ‘_’ ;want to know why?.cuz my  BBF name start with ‘_’. May! Our friendship last long till my life ends. I got only one class that in 12th to spend max. time with my friends. And i'm sure i goona enjo...

Songs to me

By God ! Yaar, addicted to songs. Earliar i didnot like songs but now don't ask. For me really stress-reliver.Provide great enthusiasm when listen. Now I personally really ask to God why he didnot provide me a throat for singing. Tries sometimes but all rubbish. There is my friend Shivam Jasrotia, he is really a rockstar for me. I am deviating. They have band named Ripazzzzz! .He is lead singer. Waiting for his first release . Songs make me feel like living. Songs can cry you,can amuse you , can generate excitement , confidence . I sometime really dream my self as singer and performing  the Yariaan Song of Cocktail at our Farewell next year while listening that song. Only dream nothing else. Dream can come true but this one 101% sure that it will never. Shivam i know you goona rock this world one day. Be optimistic toward your goal. You will phase many obstruction but never panic. Friends will be there for your help. &I am sure that one day i will be  playing your son...

My first day at A.P.S Janglot

After my 8th class from Unique Acadamy H.S.S ,Barnoti i gave entrance test for A.P.S Janglot. I cleared that test. My Boia Ji helped alot to me for my admission in A.P.S. My mother,Grandpa , sister was very happy. On my first day for new school i dressed up nicely and walked toward Palli morh and boarded bus for school. Assembly of my new school was really impressive. After some days i got my section it was 'B'. And that day i will never forget. Our S.Sc. teacher stood us for Intro. Its my turn. I told my name and name of my ex-school . Its first word is Unique. He questioned to me for prnounciation of alphavet 'U' in Unique . Firstly i didn't understood him but than whole class started laughing at me. Than he start calling me not with my name but with word 'unique'.His period got over. I was really ashamed. I cried alot.My first impresion was very bad. Akshay Pathania was sitting with me . He really defended me. When i entered school my confidence was at ...