I should have done that Better

26/11/16
Don't know why the hell it happens but it happens all the time. No matter how strong commitment you make with self, still you give up. Does this show that I am a loser at the end. When some Achiever standing all alone in front of seekers address, every single word from his/her mouth just acts as agent for goosebumps , no matter how simple language s/he is using or might be saying just the same as parents try to teach their child, teacher try to teach his students. Those words just do magic, seems so powerful that they help a person to realise his potential. The thing is every person knows his worth. People who never realise what wonders they can do in their life, just passing, chilling out कट रही है  , काट लो forms mass majority . Then their come those who are fully aware what they can become ,  a lot of them try once in a lifetime time, yes they do give it a try and very few succeed in first attempt and  others just , don't gonna use word give up, they think that they have done their part but fate doesnot reciprocated . At the end {Alot - (Very few+others)} are the ones no matter how many times doors are smashed hard at their noses , they keep trying and trying , in expectations that one day the sun will shine above their head. If they achieve their the limit, people gonna respect you and seen as Achiever and if you kept trying and never achieve, no one gonna give a damn . Yes those who know you might someday address with phrase ' that fellow of mine is very Hard Working' . Risk is every where. We take massive risk at every point of life but don't acknowledge it because everyone is talking it. Only the uncommoners gets attention of commoners. No one is in the mood to hear about your struggle if you are still a stuggler. Your struggle becomes a story which can be published in magazines, made in documentary or even a full length feature film only when you become Achiever. One quote from one of my Favourite movie -" If at first you don't succeed, try try again" . Life only seems simple only when you don't try to complicate it . There comes turn of those majestic species who exceeds their potential and those who do , they are known among Humans as #LEGENDS . Their achievements are seems so unnatural that people start believing that God is involved in those acts or simply called Act of God . Don't try to give excuses for shortcomings, every single person is so indulged in his own web that s/he does not got any time to hear them. If you aren't able to do it , simply accept it as a Fact.

Certain tasks are performed and when outcome comes the only thought that starts haunting is 'Man, i should have done that better'. In simple words result doesn't disappoints that particular moment then the effortlessness . But why it happens all the time. Might be its something which deferentiate me from those who just not Dream big but shows full determination forward. I am well aware that the things i am performing right now led me downhill earlier but why i perform same harmful acts again N again.  Failing is necessary only when you keep learning from mistakes that caused failure, if no lesson learned then it is disgrace. Did i learned anything, Yes i did but found that learning is half way , implementing the learned lesson and executing is the next half. So now all i have to do is to cultivate will to fight them more vigorously. Because at the end it does not gonna matter that how many time you failed if you are able to succeed at last. Competition is now not with any other human , the battle is with self and if i lose no one gonna win , thats gonna be such a shame that i might not even see my shadow and if i win than others simply gonna witness a MIRACLE.

Two things i aspire , either to attain Martyrdom or to achieve the Dream.
जो मर्ज़ी पहले आए , कोई फर्क नहीं पड़ता।
सुकून दोनों में बराबर होगा ।
 

- #K.H.A.P

आज लिख रहा हूँ, शायद बकवास लगे ;
इक दिन लाऊँगा जरूर ऐसा जब,
कारवाँ-ए-फतह लाजवाब लगे।