Every thing changes. Sometime a lot. I also changed alot from past. But still require loy of hardwork on myself.
Someday i gets very happy without any reason and feels like it is the happiest day of my life and someday so sad that i become angery on myself,my possessions.
Let it go.
My[Aim,Dream,Thinking,Goal,Destiny] also changes with me.
My first aim was to join Army than after that i started dreaming of superhero.Little after my aim shifted to become detactive.Later i used to dream of representing #India at #olympics. In ninth when i went to A.P.S i aspired to crack IIT.Sometime Crickter , Footballer , etc-2.
At present i am planing of opening sports academy.
These are just few.
I'm one person & possesses dream of many. I don't care what anyone think while reading this. And i'm damn sure that i'm max. of it.
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entry 66 July 11, 2020 At some level, I like to personify stuff and all might be that’s somewhat acted as immunity against narcissism and hedonism. My Baji (Grandfather) was a straight forward and a bit rough kind of person. One who had served in the army during two very decisive wars (that of ’47, as a young recruit and ’71), It was normal of a person to be of that nature given the circumstances. He was a traveler and an explorer. He bought an Ambassador after retiring of the rank of Havaldar and drove it as a taxi. As a taxi driver, most of his expeditions were limited between Jammu and Srinagar. And how could one forget the heartiest desire of him to take me once to Patnitop, if everything went well. Alas! That could never happen as the incurable disease got better out of him. But one thing was obvious by the way he used to eulogize about Patnitop that that place had a special place inside his heart. And more than the desire of him to take me there I think he himself...
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