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A story of confused child(8)

Published-  in 2012

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Was playing football with my cusion on roof of my house and giving him some tips. Today's morning i thought that i would prepare myself for Physics exam. but all gone in vain. I spend my whole time watching IndVsAus and now regreting. Am i doing right. My family consist of my mother and sister. My mom is doing govt. job as teacher. I am well aware of my future responsibilites but than also i am becoming careless child day by day.If i know that i am moving toward bad and than also neglect it,What to do than?. Really when i see small children,i can feel their innocent nature,which gives me pleasure.What the hell i am writing:-(. Always dream bigger but what happen than. This world is very big and to conquer it you require something special in you. Do i have that? Don't  know. One day my friend @itstofriendly told me these marks cannot judge one's value. He seems right to me sometimes but what happen if he seems right to me. This world cannot be changed. It works as it does. One day i was watching crime show Gumrah and its host demonstrate something like this: he took ₹50 note and show , after that he crush it and than again show and replied with these words,"As value of this doesn't gets low even after crushing,Same is the case with you. You faces lots of problem in life but they can't decrease your value, Thanks.

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